Chronicles Of Brooklyn Bawse

THE FERGUSON VERDICT – SELECTED SUPREMACY

Posted on November 26, 2014 by brooklynbawse

I start this post off by giving credit to America for doing such a good job on serving justice on a plattered plate of confusion, anger and rage. I must speak first for those that enjoyed the meal and would actually recommend this recipe, for country men and women who dont look like them. Whats the big deal any way right a young black thug was gunned down by a police officer , who by the way was punched in the face and pride was bruised. I mean isn’t all black people like that violent and disrespectful to law enforcement any way, its just another animal off the streets. Further more they need to be kept in there place and allowed to just kill each other and become there own worst enemy. What that cop did was defend his life from that young brute who if given the chance would have killed him at the drop of a dime.

What a pathetic country this America still is were the life of a man could be tooken, after he surrenders and is no longer a threat. I raised my self to have the common decency to know that i will never take a life unless my life is in immediate danger. Yet this eight year police veteran doesn’t know when his life is no longer in danger, i just cant seem to wrap my brain around that fact. I will not make any excuses for Michael Browns actions that day, why he choose to strong arm a local store made no sense and why he physically assaulted Darren Wilson is unclear as well and might not ever be answered. The history and understanding of why blacks are in the predicament they are in is very important to understand. White Supremacy is always at the forefront of it all, the colonization and redistribution of wealth to them solely is a major issue especially in a society that values those that have money. Whites have the type of money that is literally impossible to spend so it becomes generational wealth, which in gamer terminology is like a cheat code for a video game. What happen in Ferguson is an example of white power and that the government not indicting Darren Wilson, says white authority is the only true authority remember your place black people. I truly believe that slave and slave master can never live in harmony especially when the slave doesn’t want to be a slave any more, this generation of kids have no clue of the 60s or anything before that so there fear of whites is not as flagrant. There understanding of the system is much worse they believe they are equal in a system that treats them like they are not, that’s why the black outrage is at a minimal. The false illusion of equality will never come under white supremacy, and it shouldn’t because the system was never designed to, you cant repurpose a system that’s well oiled and does the job it was intended to do you have to destroy it. If whites want to do right by blacks they have to break bread pay the debit that this country owes to the descendants of slaves and leave us alone, just how they left that natives of this land alone. Take the same approach they took with Japanese provide economic power and culture sustainability and most importantly resources. If blacks are gonna remain in the shadow of white supremacy and no long wants to be a victim they must build community’s that reflect their advancement as a race, and provide structures and institutions for there people. Arm yourself legally and act legally because all men respect violence and death, they die just like you do so embrace SELF PRESERVATION.

Dating And Waiting Situation

Posted on November 21, 2014 by brooklynbawse

Life can be very interesting especially as i get older, my tolerance for non sense and B.S. is at a all time high. Relationships can be very tricky and at the age of thirty my time is very limited. I would say since i became a adult i made maybe a couple of full hearted attempts at a relationships, that i thought would last but they never do. So the most logical thing to do is analyze what i was doing wrong or figure out what it is i actually really want. The end goal is to be married with children you know like the show, but with more intellectual kids. I mean what do women really want today anyway, i guess i might as well share a few things that women have told me they want over the years.

1. A man with a decent job

2. A man that has a large Penis

3. A man that’s faithful

4. A man that doesn’t have a criminal record

5. A man that doesn’t have a liter of children

Now these are not quality’s that i made up this is exactly what women over the years have told me, yet i qualify and still find my self single. Its wired when a women says your a nice guy but i want more of a thug i want more aggression from you, or you cant handle me. When did i sign up to be the fucking Lion Tamer and why do i got to be aggressive with a women i want to treat like a lady. I get the whole treat me like a whore in the street in the bed room part but the other stuff just makes no sense. I tend to think maybe i should go to jail become a felon have a bunch of children and not support them, or become a abusive person physically and mentally and just maybe then the loyalty i seek can be found. I am joking of course there’s somebody for every body, but i am starting to feel like relationships are becoming over rated. I seem to have more fun when there’s no strings attached and there’s no expectations either, when we both can see each other when we choose and there’s no feelings evolved. But i am thirty and i want a more consistent situation i want some one to come home too, i know it sounds like i am voicing my inner feminine side of me but its true. The truth is i dated black women exclusively not that i was avoiding women of other races but i just dated women who related to me. Yet these women i dated seem to never be for me, and women of other races seem to get me more then black women do. I try not to generalize but these are my experiences and it seems maybe i need to change speeds. Or just be a committed to no one and just become a player a bottom hitter Ect. I said all of that to say this maybe i just need to be patient.

Poem 1. Nothing More Nothing Less

Posted on November 8, 2014 by brooklynbawse

To be honest i been writing since i can remember, its like i been a Rasta since the beginning of time. Once my awareness of the world grew my thirst for knowledge lead me to kicking rhymes. Tupac was the inspiration Biggie was the motivation yet they both gone and i feel like the world is awaiting greatness. Its hard being me especially when the truth is your corner stone, its hard to speak truth to power when you feel all alone. Some times my foolish pride keeps me all alone, because i speak on things that others want to be left alone. All my life injustice, disrespect , manipulation, and indoctrination has clouded my people minds. Yet the very same people i represent want to to step aside, and conform to the sheep mentality. Malcolm X was from the street yet he found away to leave the street mentality in the streets, my main purpose is for my people to prosper and eat. yet it gets lonely on the social sites i encourage my sisters to fight, but they would rather be dikes. A honest man is what i am not more nothing less, to be honest if i change i will be nothing more nothing less.

LOSE FOR WINNING

Posted on November 7, 2014 by brooklynbawse

Is it just me or do folks really see behind the smoke and mirrors, meaning the society that we believe is civilized isn’t quite what i suspect. When i analyze life and the experiences i have, the common conclusion i continue to come to is that people are just horrible. I just didn’t throw that out there as a general statement, but a more factual one at least when it comes to me and my experiences. The other day i saw a video that IGN posted to their channel on YouTUbe, it was of a movie trailer called Top Five which show cased Cris Rock and Tracy Morgan as role players in the movie. To my delight it looked very funny and because Tracy Morgan was in the Trailer it peaked my interest even more. Once the trailer ended i decided to look at the comments that were left below to see if any like minds like my self liked the trailer, and that’s when the smoke in front of the mirrors fizzled away. The first comment i read said black people need to realize they are not funny, black people always make under budget movies, and the last one no one wants to see bunch of black people in apartment drinking and smoking weed.

All that from a trailer that was 1:35 dam !!! people can be creative when they want to be, but never creative for positive things or good things. The fact is this is quite common in IGN comment box, when ever anything black is the lead title or purpose of a video. Even when some people found out that the next Halo playable character will be a black guy, heads exploded and riots commenced. Maybe not riots but i am sure some were in the world there was some butt hurt going on. So the question i ask is why need these type of comments even exist or even be tolerated, and why do some people try there hardest to still make black people feel like shit. Are we supposed to not go see the movie because bigots feel like its not worth seeing, or because its not a reflection of their culture. For a very long time i carried around insecurity’s that others gave me to wear, and with growth and love for my race i realized that i dont have to wear them. Yet many people that look like me didn’t get the memo, especially when your the minority in the majority of entertainment. Facts dont lie and numbers definitely dont, the defiant side of me refuses to let society marginalize my race my culture and the contributions we bring to the table. So lets keep this in mind ITS US TODAY ITS YOU TOMORROW……

Gamestop And The Wii U

Posted on October 21, 2014 by brooklynbawse

As long as i can remember i have always been a impulsive buyer, when i see things i want i tend to just get them. Over the past few years i have gotten alot better and i realize i dont need to necessary have things day 1. Like the Xbox One,PS4, i forked over $900 in two weeks, i dont mean to put it in such a simple non important way but that’s just what i did. Money doesn’t grow on trees for me and i am not rich by any means, i just work hard for what i want and move the hell on with life. So when i say i dont know what happen Sunday October 19 i really dont know. I didn’t wake up that day saying to my self i am gonna buy a Wii U, actually i planned to just pick it up on black Friday which is several weeks away. Yet as the day went on i became less interested in the games i was playing, and more focus on the Wii U. So i paused my Walk through of Assassin Creed Revelations, got dressed and headed toward gamestop.

I got to Gamestop at 530pm ET to my surprise the store was empty, just me and the two clerks and 30 minutes of deciding weather i should get the Wii U. See Gamestop close at 6pm on Sundays and the impression i got from the clerks was that they want to go home, one of them even asked me do i watch the Walking dead and if any one knows me knows that i love the Walking Dead. So that turned into a 20 minute conversation along with which version of the Wii U i should get, i didn’t want my first experience on the Wii U to be a nightmare so i decided to get a new one. The most outstanding part was that the clerks knew what the hell they was talking about, every question i asked they had the correct answer for and recommended the perfect Mario game for me Super Mario 3D World. usually when i go to Gamestop i go already knowing what i want and what it is, because there was times when i would go there and the clerks dont know the difference between the Wii U and the Wii. To my surprise they were on it and when it came time to buy the console there was no hesitation on my part. After i brought the Wii U i thought that it would only be right if i pose with the new edition to my console family and take a picture, like a proud poppa me and the Wii U arrived home and a session of Mario Commenced.

THE BLACK HALO 5

Posted on October 17, 2014 by brooklynbawse

When Halo 4 launched last year to be honest i had no plans on picking up the game, at that time i beat pretty much most of the games i wanted to play so i decided to pick it up. i always was aware of the series or should i say franchise, it just never interest me but for some reason Halo 4 did. I didn’t really understand the hype behind the game until maybe the middle of the game, when i actually started to feel like Master Chief a 11ft tall armored tank. His story became my story and so i ventured into outerspace to combat evil and everything else, and then it was over. I kinda felt like just when i started to understand who Master Chief was the story was over, then a friend of mine told me i gotta go back were it all started. So i did and halo 1 became a game for me to beat, and so i did with much haste and Hennessy with Pepsi as my alley.

It didn’t take long for my hunger for more Halo to grow when the announcement of Halo 5 was made i was too the moon and back several times, of course along the way spilling my Hennessy while watching Microsoft Press Conference. How could i be mad with more Master Chief to come, yet as the months went by less and less information was available. When i found out the playable character for Halo 5. would be a Black character i was even more excited to play, not just because hes black but there is now Diversity in a game i come to really enjoy. A long with the joy came the jerks, the fanboys, and the racist, yes the racist. How can there be a black Master Chief he has always been white, the only reason theirs a black playable character is because black people complained. Like really last time i checked Blacks are probably in the minority when it comes to gaming. take it from me i been playing video games a long time and i can count on one hand the amount of games made that featured a black character that every gamer wish they were. The diversity in games today are getting better i must admit, but to just be against change like some people are is so 1920ish .

To be honest i really cant see what kinda story they make for this new Halo character, will he be a honorable man, a moral man, or a outlaw turned good. Who knows i think gamers should not concentrate on the race of the new character but the personality and the back ground of the character. Yet i find my self now sounding like the M.L.K. of gaming lol, i just hope the game is good.

Gaming While Urban

Posted on October 10, 2014 by brooklynbawse

Yes i am a black guy that loves playing video games, and i have two full time jobs that pay the bills and allows me to invest in a hobby that brings joy to my life. I also enjoy uploading my gaming experiences to YOUTUBE which can be a bit intimidating at times. Not that i dont believe in my work or the content but common sense is not so common on the internet. The trolls are gonna always be there and i can deal with that, but the racist comments the stereo types that are draped over me in my comment box is ridicules. The most hilarious thing that was said to me was that i should be out making baby’s that i will not take care of or getting shot by the police like Michael Brown R.I.P. The insensitivity and the things people say of course can be cruel but i am a big boy, but what does my race got to do with Gaming ?